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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 2:57 PM
lol Hey, it's been a while, i know. ^^; I finally got something up though! :D Yay for :iconnaienemi: and :icontwistedkaramel: for being so awesome! I've also gotten a lot done on The Lifeline, so I should be posted some of that up as soon as my "editor" stops being lazy and reads it over. XD

I had this horrible nightmare today and I woke up crying... Not sure I wanna really give out the details, but it involved a lot of stress and raw emotion... Gah, I wish I would forget, but then I'd be bothered that I forgot, do you know what I mean? I'm already starting to forget some of it, and for some reason it bothers me even more. :/ I'm weird like that.

I've been reading lots of mangas lately, and they've kinda helped me deal with all my stress...KINDA. My mom says that I stress so much that it's the reason I've been getting insomnia in the middle of the night... That freaks me out, too. How am I supposed to stay awake during the day if this keeps up? x-x I'm a never ending stress machine!

My stress has also affected my ideas for drawing. I mean, I have almost NONE, and if I do, I can't capture it on paper the way I want it. It's like seeing something you want through a carnival mirror and it pisses me off! :(

For now, I'm just burying myself deep into the world of my books, and hoping they make my stress and problems go away, at least for an hour or two. When I'm back to normal everything will be fine. Right?

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Alpha Dog - Fall Out Boy
  • Reading: The Chronicles of Vladmir Tod 2
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothin'

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About me:

I'd say I'm pretty slow. XD Um, I like to find out what big words mean so I can use them in long complicated sentences. I love anime and manga (DUH). Ooh, and my B-day is on Feb. 21st!!!

I got into drawing anime when I was in 4th grade. My friend Amy started drawing it and showing off to me so I tried it out (of course I was horrible). After all those years of practicing and constructive critisism, I finally got as good as I am today (I could be better...)!

What does it take to be an artist? Detirmination, imagination, and most importantly OPTIMISM! ^^ Oh and you have to practice until your fingers bleed, but that's better left unsaid. So... if you have all of these qualities than you will eventually become an artist with adoring fans(I'm still working on that part...)!

Those rules also probably apply to writing, but you've actually gotta learn new words and punctuation... Why am I saying this? Because I also love writing! ^^ With all these ideas in my head, writing and drawing are great past times that help me make my brain less crowded!

Um... I'm also pretty much a geek. Well, I don't think so, but I hear things around school. But just cuz I'm a geek doesn't mean that I'm not totally insane. XD Yes, it's true, I officially lost my sanity in 5th grade (celebrate my soon to be 3 years of insanity by throwing chairs onto the roof of your house :D). Why else do you think my brain is filled with wonderful ideas waiting to escape onto a page of art?

Hmm.... I'm Polish! ^^ I was born in Poland and came to America when I was one. I go to Polish school on Saturdays (sadly) and get pretty high grades. Most of my relatives are still in Poland, but a good amount of them are here in America and I'm happy with it. I go to Poland every two years (Summer Vacation) to visit my other relatives, though. It's really neat cuz there are so much animals (like my kitty) and the environment is so relazing and calming when it's not a hundred degrees. XD

My own personal stalker (and best friend): :icontwistedkaramel:
My Big Sis for life: :iconhammianne:

Well, that's enough about me. Tell me about yourself. ;)

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  • Current Residence: Sinnoh Region
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Dunno
  • Print preference: Dunno
  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Cartoons, Books, ect.
  • Favourite movie: Moulin Rouge
  • Favourite band or musician: The Hush Sound
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock... or Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Hmm... Manga Artists!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Hammi! =D
  • Favourite photographer: ME... if I had any skills. XD
  • Favourite style of art: ANIME! XD
  • Operating System: Functional!
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano
  • Shell of choice: Uh... the one where you can hear the ocean!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Hmm... the sky!
  • Skin of choice: Um... the kind on your body?
  • Favourite game: XO POKEMON!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Uh... Nintendo DS?
  • Favourite cartoon character: OOH! I like- Hmm... YIN YANG YO!
  • Personal Quote: WE ONLY GOT FOUR MINUTES TO SAVE THE WORLD! XO
  • Tools of the Trade: Don't stick your head in places you wouldn't stick your finger in!

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:icondeisaku1815:
OMG thanks for the watch~~ xDD

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.::Color Commission~ [link] ::. :3
:iconhyperstrawberri:
Ur welcome!! :3

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If confidence is key, then why won't this door open?
:iconnaienemi:
you're welcome xD

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I hate you, you hate me
Barney gave me HIV
It was just a hug but barney wanted more
I got raped by a dinasour

light yagami
yagami - imagay - im a gay
xD
:iconaternity:


:iconballoonplz: thank you. merci. 谢谢. dank. gracias. kiitos. danke. grazie. ありがとう.

    && If you have the time,
    Please check out this gift
    my wonderful friend drew mee! c:
    { [link] }

      x nomi



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We've forgotten that some view the world in
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:iconhyperstrawberri:
You're very welcome!!

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:iconshizuka-riuko:
Thanks for the fav!!~~♥

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Es que soy... muy...complicado. A diferencia del monstruo que hay en vos! ©Dark Mousy

Si soy bisexual es por que no tengo ganas de discriminar

Amo a la humanidad!! (George copyright)xDDD
:iconhyperstrawberri:
You're welcome!! :)

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:iconrenos-emo-panda:
Thank you for the fave, and also may i say you've improved ever since my last visit : >

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:star:JOIN THE CLUB :]:star:
:iconhyperstrawberri:
Oh, you're wleomce! ^^ And thanks so much. I'm glad to hear it. :) :hug:

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:iconskatman--uchiha:
Thanx for the Fav x)

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I'm Fye D Flourite...
An Uke who owns a deathnote....
:iconhyperstrawberri:
You're welcome! :3

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If confidence is key, then why won't this door open?
:iconsagittarius28:
Thank you kindly for the :+fav:! Much appreciated! :cuddle:

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Sasuke: Whoopie...I can't wait....
Kakashi: Okay seriously, Naruto, you need some Ritalin. And Sasuke, you need some Prozac.
Sakura: What do I need?
Kakashi: A slap across the face.
:iconhyperstrawberri:
:hug: You're very welcome! I love your pics! ^^

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If confidence is key, then why won't this door open?
:icontoxiccherri:
Ooh look I drew you something
[link]

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You laugh because I'm different, I laugh because you're all the same.
:iconhyperstrawberri:
*glomp*

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:iconmikuo:
ty for the fav!♥

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:iconhyperstrawberri:
You're welcome! ^^

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:iconaternity:
    :iconthanksplz:
    ♥ best wishes to you through and through
      nomi


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We have become so dependent on our eyes
We've forgotten that some view the world in
    e t e r n a l ✖ d a r k n e s s
:iconhyperstrawberri:
You're welcome! :D

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If confidence is key, then why won't this door open?
:iconnaienemi:
hey i know i asked you this before but can you do it again???
can you vote for my dog jecht?
he got into the semi finals and his getting his picture in a magazine,
so please vote :D
[link]

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I hate you, you hate me
Barney gave me HIV
It was just a hug but barney wanted more
I got raped by a dinasour

light yagami
yagami - imagay - im a gay
xD
:iconforbiddenimmortality:
thx for faving~~

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:iconhyperstrawberri:
You're welcome! ^^

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:iconaternity:

    thank you. merci.
    谢谢. gracias. kiitos.
    danke. ありがと. tak.

      :iconsaranghaeplz:


    best wishes ♥ nomi


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We have become so dependent on our eyes
We've forgotten that some view the world in
    e t e r n a l ✖ d a r k n e s s
:iconhyperstrawberri:
You're welcome! :D

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If confidence is key, then why won't this door open?

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